"It" happens

I received a few notes from people that have currently viewed this blog-all extremely nice and supportive and I greatly appreciate your comments! I want everyone to know that I have 3 additional children and a amazing husband and we do have good times:) I know it seems like I have these stressful days with out much more but, this blog is only about and for Asia. She is a huge part of my day but, not the only part:) I don't want people to feel bad for me I really just want to try and figure her out and what helps her the most. I want people to understand her and her situation a little better (and possibly others). This is also a great "venting" opportunity that really has been working for me. When I put something down in writing it's like I am taking notes to solve a problem and then I can forget it because I know I have it to refer back to. Love the support, thank you!!

On that note....I have a few things
~Never ignore the child who has sleep disturbances...you should have seen what I went in to this morning. A scene I haven't witnessed for awhile and it's almost embarrassing to share but it happens. I mean "it" all over her room. Asia is not potty trained. She almost has a phobia of the toilet and has never actually gone. She knows the routine but it's not clicking-I don't even know if she understands the sensation of needing to go or senses if she has soiled herself. This morning there was a poopy diaper in her dresser drawer and a huge mess. Didn't I just wash her bedding last night? Yes, I did.
~Food is such a issue right now. I've got breakfast down: Pedia-sure drinks with a straw, alternating 3 flavors with a "Tillamook" vanilla yougurt for meds. I'm going to stick with it until it stops working. She eats lunch at school and then dinner...oh man if I could figure this one out my life would be changed. Texture is a huge issue right now. Even her favorites are bothering her. Tonight after several tries I had to get out a back up (which is butternut squash). She is in a great mood right now-FOOD, it's such a mystery.